“I, miserable young man, supremely miserable even in the very outset of my youth, had…”

I, miserable young man, supremely miserable even in the very outset of my youth, had entreated chastity of Thee, and said, "Grant me chastity and continency, but not yet."

Augustine of Hippo · Confessions · NPNF1 I, Confessions, Book VIII, chapter vii, 17

His own account of the prayer he prayed as a student, and of why he prayed it that way: he was afraid of being answered too soon and cured of a disease he would rather have satisfied.

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Read in Pilkington, NPNF series 1 vol. 1 (1886) · J. G. Pilkington, M.A.

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